Shuggazoom City

Dear Diary,

Its been a long while now since i've written in you. Life's been pretty weird...one moment you are at your happiest...the next, you just feel like a complete failiure. I been working so hard on my collage application, but i guess all my efforts wasnt enough. Now i feel like i got no future ahead of me, yet i kinda feel like manybe uni wasnt the place for me, thinking about it, i guess i would be bored having to work on the same course for 3 years since i love to do other things. But i just can decide. Anyway, i donno why but all this thinking has made me feel like im in a tight place with no where out, i feel like im loosing my breathe while i scream, but no sound comes out. I just feel trapped. Anyway, i've often been stying in my room. When i found out my application didnt get through, i just stayed in bed all day and just cried. But then what was i crying for? Life is just so confusing.

Anyway, think i might get some more rest.

Joelle XXX

(Sad entry, i know XD )

Awwwww! It was a sad entry! College applications can be depressing like that.

yeah, its tough

*sighs* Life should be like the ones from legends. They need happy endings

like getting a jar of cookies

Or a weeks worth of sunny days!!!